If you ask me what’s going on with my art at the moment my default setting is “not a lot”. I keep forgetting that my default setting is incorrect. I have a trumpet to blow… in fact I have a whole horn section at my disposal at the moment. I keep forgetting to value myself as an artist and keep forgetting my own sense of creativity is worth something. If I haven’t made anything new for a week or two, or feel I’m lacking in direction with my creativity, this doesn’t mean that nothing is happening. I need to keep perspective and look at the wider picture.
So what is happening with my art at the moment?
My art is showing next week (and available to buy) at the Tate Exchange Liverpool.
I’m just saying that again because it really won’t sink in otherwise…. Tate. Liverpool. Tate. Tate…. one of the biggest gallery names in UK art. Tate.
My art has never ever been to such a prestigious UK gallery before. I’m really excited! The whole collection Do Snails Believe in Reincarnation? is up for grabs as part of the Venice Vending Machine exhibition and series of talks. Here we’re considering the question ‘How do you value art?’
You can read more about that here:
Liverpool L3 4BB
Finders Keepers 8
As a follow up from Snail #9 which I completed a week or so ago, I’ve actually completed a second piece in this series. Here’s Snail #8. Both are layered and hand cut pictures created from 15 individual original photographs.Honestly, it’s been like pulling teeth trying to get these done. I feel I’ve been cutting paper for far too long now and I need to have a break and think about the direction I’m heading in. I’m always trying to make progress in my own head….
Reading back that last sentence makes sense to me but I know it sounds a bit odd so I’ll try and explain. I’m always trying to move myself forward mentally. I cut pictures and create art for my own mental well-being. I challenge my own creative thinking and in turn it enables me to challenge my own thinking with other things that I do. By continually using the same method to create things I end up stagnating. I end up resenting the work I’m making and avoiding the studio. It’s for this reason I don’t want to make any more snail pictures. The Do Snails Believe in Reincarnation series is complete (or suspended indefinitely). If there is nowhere new for it to go then I don’t want to go there. So Snail #9 and Snail #8 will be the only two framed pieces created from the ten original snail sculptures I made for the ….Reincarnation series.*
So where next? I’m planning on revisiting some concept art I made a while back for a client which was ultimately rejected. I’m not sure what I’ll be doing with it but I know it will be framed when it’s finished. It will be based on a photograph but no layers and no cutting. I feel like it needs to be a collage of some sort though. Give me a while to order my ideas. Perhaps until the end of summer… or the end of the year at my current rate of working!
I’m hoping to get Snail #9 and Snail #8 on show at a gallery soon. Meanwhile I’m showing as part of the Taboo exhibition at the Workers gallery in Ynyshir, Wales. This runs until 4th August. Click HERE to find out more.
*If I ever make it famous I’ll delete this blog. Completists in auction houses across the globe will be hunting forever for the rest of this series. “Where are Snails #1-7 ?” they’ll ask. I’ll be giggling from the afterlife….. or not… and I’m wasting my time and only a tiny handful of people will ever own my art. As long as it gives them pleasure I’m happy 🙂
I was involved recently in an exhibition in St Pancras Hospital called Memories…. There’s Always Tomorrow. The thought of Art crossing over into the world of medicine isn’t always the first that springs to mind but at St Pancras the connections feel quite natural. Here’s a documentary all about it by the wonderful Anna Bowman. You can see my art from around 10 minutes 50 sec.
‘John, Alan, and Jane Too’ [detail]
I’ve been very slow in producing new art work this year. You could almost say I’m working at a snail’s pace.
It’s a very strange feeling. I sit down to start some work and then avoidance and procrastination become my two new best friends. I start over-analysing what will become of the final product rather than enjoying creating for the sake of creating. I find myself occupied with other tasks that suddenly become more important. I start to knock myself for my own ineptitude and decide that the whole thing is ultimately futile and I should not even bother.
So I stop.
A week or so later I pick it up again and have another go.
And the whole cycle continues.
A creative block is nothing new but I’ve not experienced one this long before. Usually I work it through using sheer stubbornness. I yell at my self-doubt, laugh at my loathing, and run headlong into making for the sake of making. This year I just haven’t found myself able to do that. Rather than try to fight it or work around it I just stop. This isn’t like me at all and it’s something that has gone on far too long. I can’t just keep stopping and keep taking stock of the situation. I need to reach a conclusion and work out where the next step will be.
So, like I say, I’m working at a snail’s pace. The Do Snails believe in Reincarnation? pieces I created at my Worker’s Gallery residency in [June? May?] the Spring have moved on to appear at the Venice Vending Machine Show at the Tate Exchange Liverpool. They will be on show from 30th July to 5th August. Despite the CV looking very healthy I’m still finding myself questioning the veracity of my practice. What place is framed work taking in my new creative endeavours? Is there even a place for my photography work in my practice any more?
In order to try and answer this I’m making [trying to make] a series of framed cut pieces based on my collection Do Snails believe in Reincarnation? The first of these is an 8″ x 8″ layered piece called Snail #9. There are ten snails in the …Reincarnation series so I’ll be working with each of them in turn. Fifteen layers of hand cut photograph form the images you see here.
I started at Snail #9 because I felt this image would motivate me. Start with what you love and the rest will fall into place… I hope. Or alternatively I’ll just stop here and avoid going any further for a few months. I would say ‘watch this space’ but you’re probably better off doing something else more useful with your time for the next half a year.
Back in Newtown, Powys, on Friday delivering Continuing Professional Development to primary school teachers from the region on behalf of NAWR Arts and Education Network Mid and West Wales. The workshop, based in Oriel Davies, is all about using i-Pads to make photographs, edit using PS Express, and create storyboards.
Spending the day with primary school teachers is always an enlightening experience. These professionals spend each day crossing curricular disciplines in helping children see their world as a connected and exciting place to be. Suddenly making storyboards on the i-Pad becomes less about design and more about the environment, advertising, creative writing, non-verbal communication, Geography, History, and Citizenship. Meanwhile a photography exercise on ‘Selfies’ morphs into a project on superheroes, anatomy, self-esteem, belonging, citizenship, and nature. There seems to be no end to the inventiveness and resourcefulness of these talented people.
In all my workshops I believe in giving people the time and the space to play. It’s no good being bombarded with handouts and theory without being able to practice. I want all my participants to get hands-on, and by the end of the day feel that they can immediately deliver their new found knowledge to their students. It’s no good telling teachers what their students should be experiencing, it’s much better instead for teachers to experience it for themselves. The average CPD course for teachers involves sitting around a table listening so I don’t think anyone expected to be outside quite as much as they were. Having space to think and absorb is a great stress reliever too.
We’re hoping to deliver this course again soon to other regions in the NAWR network so that more teachers across Mid and South West Wales get to add to their skills portfolio. Watch this space!
Photograph: Bethan Page